UK 2x

friday last week we went to Platinum KTV Bar at Jupiter street, Makati. a farewell party for v! :(( never thought how near we are from makati ave. we went to Platinum by foot! it must be the company + xmas breeze! :) niweiz. that night was really a lot of fun! because everyone likes to sing, drink, and eat! plus the closeness of our team! the best part was when we all sang viva forever! LOL and even after we left Platinum, we were still singing! LSS! :)) some of us went home. some of us went to embrace the night more by having coffee! ooh i like the sort of after party thingy. :)

we went to tagaytay last sunday as to “celebrate” my sister audris 18th b-day. a change of view is refreshing. im going to have my own house there someday! we know tagaytay is known for buko pie and bulalo. where else is good to have bulalo? we ate at leslie’s. not sure if i can differentiate the taste from other restau but i know i can say if it’s bad cooking! :D hmmm… i realized that i like fish very much. any seafood! (but my skin dont agree with me sometimes!) i enjoyed the tuna more than the bulalo. i miss fish + bagoong + calamansi! yum-yum! :D after tagaytay. my sisters; audris, paige, and i went to ukay-ukay at Puregold, Imus. i never been to any, so that was my first time. and i was really OMG! and as i placed my hands to browse the clothes. im so WOWed then gone. too many clothes! too lazy to meticulously browse them! but it was all good. i found 3 blouses worth buying! thanks to my sisters for treating me like their little sister that needs more caring! :D

and yesterday. two of my friends; kesh, rod, and i went on a food trip! supposedly it was just to try ma mon luk’s famous siopao and mami. im a chicken mami person but their beef mami has beef stuff! :)) will i ever have that food that would send me crying to food heaven? :D (i would like to really have seattle’s chai tea right now. to make this shit feeling float out of me!) sana chef mapang-asawa ko!!! hehehe after ma mon luk we were set to try serenitea near the area, but when we got there it was not yet ready to serve you! my hopeful tea-rs fell!LOL i really like walking at night with the xmas breeze. :) after the failed serenitea. we went to eastwood! ooh a lot of must-try food place at eastwood right now! we tried stackers burger! recommended by rod! i just ordered a vanilla milk shake because im still stuffed with mami! im surprised about how the vanilla milk shake tasted. i never thought that i would not like it! :S i was kind of expecting like a frozen yogurt. or a blended cold coffee like. maybe that was the “street” kind! niweiz i also took home their buffalo chicken ranch? something that i shared with paige for breakfast! so spicy! i like! but not in the morning! :D if im not so “fat” conscious i could have eat a lot of fatty food last night. but we have to have self control! darn it! im limiting happiness = food! hay yay yay

butter

oh wow. my previous blog post was a mess! thank you for your “love” interest. youve been warned! :D

today. i feel as though im trying to steal a moment to write. though today seems like i have my usual days back… free :D but you’ll never know. a buzz might pop-out any minute now. speaking of it! :)) … now im back. putting my derailed train of thoughts back on track. . . . last week was i think the most busiest week i ever had! all in all. i accumulated 13 hours of OT! wooohooo we know what that means. the fruits of my labor! :D

i have a habit of reading things in backwards. not making it sound gibberish. but just exactly how words are read. just in backwards. well. i read it first normally then im going to scan it backwards. so today. i look it up. coz it might be a mental disorder. i dont think this is dyslexia. maybe just a weird habit. so case close. whew hahaha

i dont know why. but when i think of the movie julie/julia, it always makes me smile. maybe because it’s about cooking and love. and meryl streep was amazing there! very funny! dont miss this movie! and ! hehe

“you can never have too much butter”
“the butter to my bread, the breath to my life”

my favorite quotes from the movie! oh i adore every food movie! :)

i guess this is it for now. i hope i find my jacket before christmas! :D

stay

this coffee is acting like an alcohol!

love? how do you measure (not sure if that’s the word) each others intention for each other? i think. i doubted much. that’s why my relationships didn’t last. im afraid to love unconditionally. not expect anything in return. less or more. coz love hurts! sorry. sorry self for not trying. i want to say this. so the “ghost” of my future relationship/love be prepared of me. hehehe i hope it’s the one that im going to spend the rest of my life.

God, please give my heart the strength and courage to love. and not give up easily.

gothic

my heart is pounding with excitement!!! aside from the fact that we now have electricity! but i found out that the book “the girl with the dragon tattoo” has a movie!!! and i was so hook reading the book and very intrigued with each character! just putting a real picture of a person in mind while reading the book made it more imaginative? :) the swedish title of the book was “men who hated women” and i thought the title was so sexes but then you’ll realized that it makes sense. with the little notes/facts that he puts under each part of the book. but i like “the girl with the dragon tattoo” title much better! makes lisbeth salander very cool! :D

IMdb property!

as my heart is pounding with excitement it is also breaking! because of the typhoon ondoy that hit the Philippines last weekend! it caused us Filipinos a lot of sadness!!! i just cant imagine that we could be flooded like that! but it happened! i hope the government will really do something to fix the flood problems in every city here in the Philippines! let’s help the victims!

when they said that it will take a week for the electricity to come back. i was not angry. but thought of it as “the cave-woman week challenge” :)) wow! i was being patient! and then someone from the store texted me that the electricity was back! wow! and i was happy that i didnt put effort to be angry when i know that i or we, my family and loved ones are so blessed that we are safe!

Thank You God! (hug) ^_^

reserved

today. i bought a book. the girl with the dragon tattoo. the book that i inquired at powerbooks greenbelt but i never really intended to buy right now. but powerbooks greenbelt already have it transferred from trinoma to greenbelt. and will be available for pick-up within 3 days. the book will be resereved for me for 4 days. and i thought. this is what customer service really is. they have initiative! :)) it’s not that im oblige to buy it. i never asked for a reservation. but i really find it so cool that i have to patronize. :))

the girl with the dragon tattoo by stieg larsson

and i also bought a guitar tuner. matrix sr 1060. the circuit looks something a friend could do for me. it must be the casing that is expensive. :D but i wanted the boss tu80. not much of a price difference. just out of stock. im almost set for a guitar training training. :D next buy is the amplifier! when im ready to be heard. hehehe

got a lot of small/side expenses. tsk tsk tsk will never get to my goal! :))

dont let me get me

im thinking about how dreams can be our unconscious reasons. is that the things that i really want to do? is that the response that i will get with the things that im thinking of doing? maybe. i should really do it! :D

yesterday. i bought that earbuds that i’ve been eyeing on the net. A4tech MK 650. and oooh i like it very much! the bass is a little better than my SE walkman headset! the road to deafness! :)) my only concern is the cable/chord. seems stiff. that in time will be crisp! :D i think the A4tech is one of those cheap alternative to the expensive. “bang for your buck” :D i hope it really last! like forever! hahaha

A4tech MK 650

i tried to write exactly what am i saying in my head. and i sounded like a crazy person. :D the sane version of it is. let’s GO where life is!!!

Adobe Illustrator CS3 crash

atlast! I was able to fixed my Adobe Illustrator CS3 issue! it felt as though a marching band started marching in my head. with their drums. trumpets. and batons! ooh i love support when i get it right! and if i dont. hmmm… hehehe i dont like it when they make you feel that it was your fault why that happened. or when they make you feel that i-own-you you-lower-creature-of-earth. or something like that! :)) niweiz. sometimes. i want to say to “unlikeable” callers. you-are-not-my-boss you-tortured-creature-of-earth. well. i know that it came from stress. and pressure. there are also times. though they say thank you. but sarcastically. now it is just.. f and u! .. niweiz. i want to share what i have learned.

the problem was. though the illustrator loads successfully. it crashes the moment you try to create or open a file. the solution to this kind of issue is. create a new user account. or a dummy account. administrator type. load the illustrator onto your new user account. it will create a Adobe Illustrator CS3 settings. (in my observation. the original user account lacks of it. most probably the reason for the crash). but what i did. was i copied the whole Adobe folder under C:\Documents and Settings\”dummy account”\Application Data … then replaced the Adobe folder of the original user account. same path. then try now your Illustrator from the original account. :D

i wonder. if we lost something. does that mean. something better will come? or we lost it because we dont deserve the possesion of it?

bread crave

today. ma and i went grocery shopping. and i just bread crave after! :D

Crusty Rolls, Spring Roll, Belgian Chocolate Waffle, Oatmeal cookies

this week. felt that i have slammed fats into my belly and thighs! when i look in the mirror, well… i still feel sexy! :)) God, i am always grateful for every food! please dont listen to me when im complaining about my weight. just keep them coming! :D

this week. i have been blessed with 3 bountiful treats. ^__^ dinner with friends at Heaven and Eggs. funny when Myk sent the pictures. the folder was labeled ham and eggs! :)) lunch at North Park. the GRAD girls with Angel, kuya Ian, kuya Winz. dinner with friends at Bubba Gump. liked their Louisiana lemonade! :D there will always be a LOL moment when Mumz is around! hai… i always think that im too lazy to “communicate”. bad bad me! maybe. im missing. that if im going out. i want to be with someone. oh well. enough. back to food. i feel like rephrasing Selene’s line from the Underworld. i say to restaus with their great food… “hunt them down, and eat them all” nice nice! :)) hahaha

this week. my friends and i watched The Proposal with Ryan Reynolds and Sandra Bullock. i say “nothing but a good laugh can take away the blues” this movie have lifted me! i miss movies like this. it had the same feel as Just Friends. maybe because it was both a Ryan Reynold’s movie! hehehe

lately. i have put down books. and got hook watching. Dexter. Shakugan no Shana. and still. weeds. the latest season. TV is such a very persuasive thing. :))

ooh i like the latest from Akon and David Guetta: Sexy Bitch! makes me want to go dancing! :))

ghosts

All Filipinos mourns for the death of our former President Corazon “Cory” Aquino. May God bless her soul! Thank you for everything that you have done for our country, for all the Filipinos! Hindi ka nag-iisa!

i wasnt able to watched kris’ interview at the buzz yesterday. coz i was out yesterday to buy a guitar with ck and ja (ck’s gf). but i think they call her jaja. just wanted ja. like ck. two letters. hehehe niweiz. ja and i bought the same guitar. :D our friendship thingy. hahaha actually. she bought first. as i was still battling with kuya to lower the price because there was a scratch. which i dont mind much because it will have more scratches when it goes home with me. :)) but still. it should be scratch free. so i got 400 off for it. :)) bwahahaha i wonder if there are any more “damage” to it. :D hehehe

i was so0o tired yesterday. even though i got a free 15min massage at 168. promoting tai chi ointment. my neck and lower back still hurts. nyay. so when i got home. i asked my sis to give me a massage. surprisingly there was no debate. :D i tried to sleep early. (earlier than usual) but coudnt. so i finished watching nancy drew. cuuute. i see julia roberts in emma roberts. :] hihi

i wonder if it was because of ghosts in nancy drew made me dream about ghosts. scary ghosts again at our old house. they wanted me to stay in that house. as i have a different light that could scare/defeat/destroy/kill those ghosts. and i thought. im running away from my calling. if it in reality. what/who are my ghosts that im running away from? what is my calling? am i too deaf to hear it? hayayayay

so today. before i went to work. i watched kris’ buzz interview on youtube. :(( i never liked this cycle in our life. all of us dont like this part. hay… death is really a mysterious thing. we’ll never know our answers until we cross the line.

I love you family! and friends! ^__^

all that shit

i tried Seattle’s Best’ green tea. a Lipton tea bag could have satisfied me better. now that i think of it. this just seems that having tea was the only thing that happened over the work week. :D

Just because I’m hurting
Doesn’t mean I’m hurt
Doesn’t mean I didn’t get what I deserve
No better and no worse
I just got lost

to my stranger friend friend… i never accepted. or recognized. my reasons. but surprisingly. you figured it out. so thanks. i will try not to forget. that i should be more nicer than usual but not the “nicer” that you want. :P